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I literally felt like a princess at prom and my date looked and acted like a prince and every time I look at the pictures I smile

honestly the happiest day of my life so far

Yay! I’m so happy for you! Your prom sounds amazing, and you deserve the best! Congrats girl!

thank youuuu :)

I had convinced myself I didn’t like you and then…… oops back to square 1

I don’t think I’ve ever had as much self confidence as I do right now

I’m so happy everything went well!

sounds amazing!! so glad you had a good time :)

thanks guys!!

SOOO PROM

Prom was fabulous and so much better than I expected. I felt really sick and nervous during school and was pretty stressed while I was getting ready but after that it was great. The makeup I got made my scars barely noticeable and I pretty much just forgot about them the whole night (and into this morning). Even though I knew you could see them a little, I figured people either wouldn’t notice or wouldn’t care and it was an awesome feeling… even the spot on my neck I was able to cover up pretty well and didn’t think about it once.

Pictures were so much fun and for once I actually wanted to have my picture taken. My date was AMAZING, so classy and actually so excited to be a gentleman. Like, I opened my car door and he was like “no, wait!” and made me close it so he could open it for me. He was in charge of his tux and the flowers and they were even better than I could have imagined! Overall him and the rest of my friends were just so great and I had an amazing time. The dj kinda sucked but I don’t like dancing much anyways. but they did play the song that our class won pep rally with and everyone did the flash dance together which was so awesome. I was afraid prom would be as crazy as it’s always hyped up to be, which would make me really anxious, but it was more laid-back and fun so that was nice.

afterwards we went to walmart for like two seconds (peeing in my princess dress was an adventure). my best friend’s date puked in the trashcan outside but ended up being fine. I still don’t really understand what that was about haha.. Then we went to my friend’s house where there was a big substance-free party. people were playing some dance game upstairs and my group went downstairs and watched part of mean girls and then fell asleep during talladega nights.

my best friend was on one side of the couch sleeping and I was in the middle sitting next to one of my best guy friends (who I’ve always had a bit of a crush on). His date was spooning (not in a weird way) on the floor with his brother (I don’t even know who his date was) and he’d come to sit next to me. We were up later than pretty much everyone else. I rested my head on his shoulder during talladega nights and was in and out of sleep.when we finally shut it off and went to bed for real, he curled up and i rested my pillow against him and went to bed. it wasn’t like as weird as it sounds haha cause we’re really close and he’s the kind of person who will hug/cuddle/whatever any of his friends. it was just really cute lol and made me wish i had someone to legitimately cuddle with..

in the morning we ate, hung out on the pool chairs, went to starbucks, and then came home.

i’m excited to look at all the pictures now :)

so many firsts..

- first (and last) prom

- first french manicure

- first slow dance (with my date who’s gay so it was only awkward in the “i’ve-never-done-this-before-what-do-i-do kind of way, not the oh-do-you-like-me-do-i-like-you kind of way haha)

- first real “party”

- first cuddle-type action ;)

Sorry you felt shit last night. I hope prom goes really well and you have an awesome time. ~*~hugs~*~

thanks hun, I did! making a post about it in a minute!

this will be the first day since freshman year that i’m going to school without any makeup on my face

(granted, it’s because i don’t feel like taking it off when i get home before i go to get it professionally done for prom)

going to bed slash trying